On The Verge Of Insanity

Drools...blinks....confused....smile....laugh...cry....

Jam 12 siang. Belum mandi. Otak penuh. need..some..analgesic...painkiller....

The kids fighting endlessly.

shouts..cries....dirty dishes.....laundry...

bills....demanding...overexpectation...overexpected...

grinning...

Drools...blinks..confused...smile...laugh...cry...

need..to..breathe...

mirror..hatred...self conciousness...

need... fresh..air....

"Mel????"

"Yah??"

back to the masquerade..to the stage...pretending....